As a matter of fact, I really miss blogging and several times I land myself on my blog but never with enough willpower to actually pen down my thoughts. it is again one of those days where I have tons to do but conveniently slip it off my mind to sit down n type this out. Indeed, time to reflect on life the past few months.
Life has been fairly kind to me, challenging me with obstacles and life's drama but also guiding me towards people who care, and whom I know will always be there for me with an open heart. just when I think my life is crumbling down, there are always people to bring me back up on my feet again. and I really appreciate their effort in pulling me out of my misery. what would I do without such friends! but to be honest, I have always been there for them when they needed me too. so all in life is fair, ultimately :) but really, sometimes I do think..what did I do to deserve these 'white knights' in my life.
Since young, I am not one who can make decisions quickly and it is just a known fact...by close friends and family. it sucks big time, for them and for me. basically, I think I really do think too much at times. I am just a perfectionist wanting to make sure my choice is right..then again, sometimes it is fun to just go with the flow, taking things one at a time and just up for some spontaneity in life. after all, life is full of surprises. bad or good, regardless. well, I am just trying to get to a point, where I made a big decision towards the new year and I am really glad I did it. However idealistic I was in letting fate take it's toll, it kept lingering in my mind for months. and finally I decided that it was something worth fighting for, potentially life changing.
All I know for now is that as I am penning my thoughts, I am happy and contented. I have put a lot of thought into this apart from listening to what other's have to say. But in the end, what really matters is what my heart has to speak for itself. And now that I have opened up, I am going to give it my all. No one knows what will happen in the future, even in the near future, but I will do what it takes as long as it is within my will and strength to cherish this moment.
On a lighter note! winter break has flew by amazingly quickly. Below are just some snippets of how I have been productively spending my time. hehe.
Here's to a new year! Happy 2011! :)
Till next time.
As a matter of fact, I really miss blogging and several times I land myself on my blog but never with enough willpower to actually pen down my thoughts. it is again one of those days where I have tons to do but conveniently slip it off my mind to sit down n type this out. Indeed, time to reflect on life the past few months.
Life has been fairly kind to me, challenging me with obstacles and life's drama but also guiding me towards people who care, and whom I know will always be there for me with an open heart. just when I think my life is crumbling down, there are always people to bring me back up on my feet again. and I really appreciate their effort in pulling me out of my misery. what would I do without such friends! but to be honest, I have always been there for them when they needed me too. so all in life is fair, ultimately :) but really, sometimes I do think..what did I do to deserve these 'white knights' in my life.
Since young, I am not one who can make decisions quickly and it is just a known fact...by close friends and family. it sucks big time, for them and for me. basically, I think I really do think too much at times. I am just a perfectionist wanting to make sure my choice is right..then again, sometimes it is fun to just go with the flow, taking things one at a time and just up for some spontaneity in life. after all, life is full of surprises. bad or good, regardless. well, I am just trying to get to a point, where I made a big decision towards the new year and I am really glad I did it. However idealistic I was in letting fate take it's toll, it kept lingering in my mind for months. and finally I decided that it was something worth fighting for, potentially life changing.
All I know for now is that as I am penning my thoughts, I am happy and contented. I have put a lot of thought into this apart from listening to what other's have to say. But in the end, what really matters is what my heart has to speak for itself. And now that I have opened up, I am going to give it my all. No one knows what will happen in the future, even in the near future, but I will do what it takes as long as it is within my will and strength to cherish this moment.
On a lighter note! winter break has flew by amazingly quickly. Below are just some snippets of how I have been productively spending my time. hehe.
Here's to a new year! Happy 2011! :)
Till next time.
Indecisive as I am, Perfection is my Obsession.
However, I'm imperfect and loving it!
This is just a site for random rantings that hopefully you can relate to.
