Ever felt that you know what the outcome of your actions were gonna be when you decided upon something?
But at the back of your mind,
You hoped or at least hallucinate that there's a strand of hope that things could turn out for the better.
And having prepared for the worse, when whatever you hoped for indeed backfires, the truth hits you hard in the face but all you can do is just to accept the truth or fact rather, leaving behind the hope and faith that had existed in the first place.
This mess takes a cause of my own actions....and is what I would call the perfect description of Self destruction..
you would say don't be too hard on yourself, but really, if i had been harder on myself, this would not have happened in the first place
let's just say, i'm not in the best of moods right now and behind this facade of smiles and laughter lays a shattered heart
Ever felt that you know what the outcome of your actions were gonna be when you decided upon something?
But at the back of your mind,
You hoped or at least hallucinate that there's a strand of hope that things could turn out for the better.
And having prepared for the worse, when whatever you hoped for indeed backfires, the truth hits you hard in the face but all you can do is just to accept the truth or fact rather, leaving behind the hope and faith that had existed in the first place.
This mess takes a cause of my own actions....and is what I would call the perfect description of Self destruction..
you would say don't be too hard on yourself, but really, if i had been harder on myself, this would not have happened in the first place
let's just say, i'm not in the best of moods right now and behind this facade of smiles and laughter lays a shattered heart
Indecisive as I am, Perfection is my Obsession.
However, I'm imperfect and loving it!
This is just a site for random rantings that hopefully you can relate to.
